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Jul. 25th, 2016

Long time no see....RANDOMNESSSSS!

HeLLO!

So its been a while since Ive posted and I was reading through my previous post and realised how emo I was... Lol. Anw...wanted to start fresh...since Im back in SINGAPORE! After 6 years....and now am jobless... T___T.
I'm trying to find a job but it seems nearly impossible to find a job that I really want to do and I really dont want to settle for something else. Btw I studied forensic science and its so difficult to find a job in Singapore and when I apply in the US I get denied cause of visa problems. My life is sad....but....i will figure it out. Till then im slacking in Singapore!

Ah I really want to like meet arashi fans here in Singapore and fangirl about arashi...but I have seen a few posts and feel like im totally low level arashi fan...dont have alot of their things....and not sure if I know as much as the rest. Ah but wish I could meet here to share me love for arashi...there is currently no one I know.

I will try to update more form now on with random stuff....even though I know no one really reads...but its my outlet from my REAL life...loll. And I love it cause...ARASHI is in it. Hope it make sense...im not very good with words...and I tend to ramble...like alot...and like im doing now. loll.

ANW...BYE..till my next post!

Aug. 19th, 2010

IM HERE!

 Hey!!!

Im here! in the US! finally!!! haha...well actually ive been here since sat! haha....been really busy....well...now...and b4...and i had various problems b4 i had my laptop connected to the internet!!! and now im finally here!! YAY! haha....

Well, its been great so far...the ppl...the sch is nice...its ok. And i feel real better now. BUT the airplane ride was horrible....i know some ppl and some of my friends like/love to go on planes...but i dont....i kinda get motion sickness....its not very bad...i just cant read a book/concentrate when im in a car/plane/train....so yea...i mostly just sleep. But i couldnt slp very well. Another thing which really sucked was i took 34hrs to get here. And i had to change into 3 planes. First from spore to amsterdam, then from there to JKF airport, then from there to finally st. louis. The flight from spore to amsterdam was like i think 16-18 hrs....dont exactly rem....it was bad...i couldnt slp properly. Then finally it was...then i had to stay in the amsterdam airport for like i think 8 hrs for my next plane....tt totally sucked...no internet...and my batt only lasts for max 2hrs....it was horrible. Then finally i was on the plane to JKF....tt was ard 12 hrs....i slept a bit and watched a movie. Then JKF was horrible! I had to wait through immigration....think i was in the line for abt and hr plus...then i had to take my luggage and check in again...and my luggage....2 each weight ard 25kg...OH! and my hand luggage! tt was the worst....it was super heavy...and it was the kind i had to carry....and the sling it broke halfway....argh. And JFK is soo big...i had to go to a different terminal...and ahh it was just bad...haha. But i finally managed to get into the last plane! haha..and tt was ok...it was 2hrs...and i slept for tt. so it was better.... So yea...tt was my horrible approx 34hrs plane ride....haha....
AH! it felt good to put it all down...i didnt really wan to tell/complain to my parents....cause they were already super worried....didnt wan to add on to it. My parent asked me to call them once i reached every airport b4 i boarded the next plane...when i called them from the amsterdam airport....my dad nearly cried...could hear his voice break...and since i didnt exactly have a good time i was at the verge of tears as well...but i controlled it! haha...so yea...
But it was ok after i reached here. So yea..i reached here on the sat night....and our international orientation was only on monday...so i was kinda alone on sun... =( ...all i did was eat and slp...and i was alone in my room...so yea...it was weird....but i did slp for like half a day....i missed dinner....haha....i slept from like 5pm to 530am...haha.... but after tt i made friends so its good! and i totally feel MUCH better now. haha....

I cant wait for sch to start....but at the same time i dont want it to....so yea...its weird....oh and another thing...i actually feel weird...as in being here...its like i still dont feel it....i dunoo....maybe cause its not like i imagined...and i also dunoo wad i imagined it to be like....or...ahh...haha...i dunoo how to explain...haha...but yea...i think i'll be fine...Oh and i tot my jet lag was gone...but it seems i still have it...haha...

Oh and one of the things tt im happy abt....usually when im in sinagpore i dl vs arashi on fri....yea...i watch them raw...haha....anw now i get tt on THURS! yay!!! cause of the time difference...so when i saw vs arashi...i was like YAY!!! haha....

Anw...i cant wait to see arashi and TOKIO in AnSi!!! haha!! YAY!!

Ok..BYE!

=))

Aug. 12th, 2010

HELLO

Haha....hello ppl!
Im back for another entry! yay!

Haha...ok anws...these few days its been kinda really hectic....my room is in a total MESS. Haha....Aand i havent fully packed yet....in fact I havent gotten a few things also...haha...always last min. And since my bro is also gg is kinda better...cause i know wad to get and and wad im missin...and wad else i need to and stuff. And talk abt my bro...recently ive been talking with him ALOT. haha. I usually talk to him...but not anything deep or something...but recently...not really sure why have been talk with him alot of stuff. Im not the kind of person who will just open up to ppl like totally...its take some time for me...but my bro is completly opposite...he told me alot of things...so like ive alos talked abt alot of things with him...esp abt my parents...he TOTALLY understands wad i wan and why i want it...so its kind nice...he is nice...but sometimes he can be super immature....haha...and tt can be really annoying...haha. Ah well...im happy its like tt now.
Oh and while on the bro topic...my laptop wallpaper was actually of arashi...then he was like wad his all this...who is all this ppl...he said that they all look like 15 and 16 year olds expect for jun-kun!! then i just totally laughed and told him tt actually he was the youngest and the rest of them were like in they late 30s and tt riida was 30 already! Then he said...well now i dont feel so old...hes 26 his yea....then i said...well they have been in this business for 10 years already...and i asked him wad has he done...haha! and he went on rambling abt him work....haha!

Ah well....tts my bro...dont think im really gg to miss him though...haha. Its like im ok talkin with him and im ok not talkin with him for a long time. haha. But in the case of my friends...ah! Totally gg to miss them! Ive met with almost all of them....think meeting one more friend for lunch. Haha. Ahh...im kinda excited and nervous....and kinda ok. Haha! Mixed emotions. But i really happy this wont change! As in LJ....and the ppl i met/meet here! It will be the same and it will only grow...i hope! haha! And of course ARASHI! yay!!

Talkin abt arashi their new album!!its like wow!! Haha! So happy! Love all the songs...But i think i like nino solo's for now the best. But also LOVE refrain!!! i think moving on is not bad also! Oh and i also like sho's solo...kinda cool...sounds kinda like an eng song...ohh i like made ue wo also!!! And circus!! the starting and the music also like an eng song!!! haha....i like all the songs...riida's solo also!! haha...dreamyyyy.....AH! love all the songs! Haha....

And i just watch AnSi...the ep with shun as the aniki guest...it was so cute!!! They were so adorable...haha...talk abt the fetishes and stuff...and the coffee part where shun's cappuccino! tt was epic...haha..."its like illiousion"! Ohh...and the 2nd part-time coffee part tt old guy who poured the coffee from the top...ahh! he was soo omgosh!!! haha....and jun was soo hyper tt part!!! haha... Oh and the soccer part!! Aiba-chan and Riidaa were AWESOME!! so cutee!!! they completely dodged the ball! Haha!!

Ah...just loveee talk abt arashi...totally make my day! MY LIFE! haha....OH YES! KAIBUTUS-KUN!! is have a movie!!!! TOTALLY COOL! SOO HAPPY tt i get to see satoshi-kun with the BIG EARS and yellow shirt!!! haha!! AND BONUS! ALL the arahsi members might be apperin in the movie!!! TOTALLY AWESOME! YAY!! So happy for kaibutus-kun! And also he won the best actor!! omedetou!!! haha! Cannot wait for it!

BYE!!
=))

Aug. 3rd, 2010

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Hello! I know i usually dont do personal entries...but ive decided maybe i sld...wont be very often....but yea.  I actually had a blog b4...updated it alot in the starting...but then it just gradually got lesser...and it became troublesome to maintain it....and i wasnt very good with the templates and stuff...so yea.

Ok anw...firstly..will start with my self intro...haha...i think some ppl know tt currently residing in singapore. and i am a singaporean. and im 21 years of age. oh and my name is meena. haha. So in short im 21 year  singapore indian. yes. And i was studyin accounting. I actually wanted to do science..more specifically forensic science, yes inspiration from crime dramas. haha. but my grades werent good enough to get into science...and to my parents sendin me overseas wasnt an option at all. So when i didnt get into science...i didnt appeal also cause singapore didnt offer a proper degree for FS. So i ended up doing accounting. And its been ard 2 years now...and i can officially say i hate accounting. I always barely pass my papers. And when i think abt working...ahhh....just wanted to die. Then some stuff happened  with my parents last year end...and my parents allowed my to go to overseas. So since last year i had been preparing for that. And so im startin sch this fall! Im gg to columbia college in missiouri to do FS. Its like wow. Happy. haha. Oh and its not columbia university in NY. Its columbia colllege and its in missiouri.   So yea. I guess once sch starts i wont be free as now....but i will still be here. Totally. Cause I just love it. haha.

Well, im kinda excited....but i have actually never been to US before. haha. But have been in contact with my roommate and she seems super nice. Shes like bringing refrigerator and tv... So yea...hopefully it will be all good. I have actually felt tt im leavin yet. So when my friends ask me if im gg to miss them...im like..erm yea....and i felt so bad...haha...but they understand...and tts why i love them! haha. Ah...come to think of it...think i will miss doing alot of stuff with them...ahh.  Oh and my brother is also leaving to do his masters in the US. So my parents will be like totally alone. They kept sayin that the household expenses will reduce drastically cause me and my bro wont be at home. At first i was like ehh...but thinkin abt it...its actually true. haha. And ppl keep askin me if im gg to miss parents...Im like yea...maybe. haha. Im not being bad or anything. Im usually alone at home. Since my both parents are working. I do stuff on my own. Kinda very independent. So yea. But i think i will miss them once im here after a mth or so.
Oh and btw im still in singapore. haha. Im only leaving on 14th aug. Haha.

Ok so anw...will be updating more..and yes...i can talk alot when  i talk. Haha. I always tend to ramble alot. I always end up giving too many details or explain more even when i want to summarise. Haha.

Ok so this was my first official personal update. Yay.
And i will be back! =))

P.S: Been wanting to do this for a while. So happy tt i finally did! =))
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Jun. 17th, 2010

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^HELLOOOOOOOOO^!!!
=))

heyy! i sort of have a few things ive been wanting to post...but first of course i will start off with...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY *NINOMIYA KAZUNARI*!!!
happy 27th bday!
all the best and good luckk!


Next..i actually live in s'pore...and i sort of...ok not sort of...have totally SEEN THE JUN BUSS!!
haha...yea...and not only have i seen it...i have also...RODE ON IT! oh and not only have i seen it and rode on it...but ive also taken a few pics of it!! haha! yes!!

ok the bad thing is tt i couldnt take a pic of it from the outside...which only had jun...cause i had to get on the bus...and it was kinda fast...so actually when i got into the bus i was kinda sad tt i couldnt take a pic...but them inside i saw it! there were more images of him! but there was also another model...so she's in very pic tt i took...and i was very sad tt i couldnt take another pic of him...just him alone...anw...here are the ones which i took!



ok so yea...its like at the top...kinda small...but hey...its still jun!haha..

and here we have a real close up of tt ad...its still from inside...


so yea...tts all the decent pics i have of jun from the bus no. 65 in singapore...haha...well the thing tt actually surprised me was tt...i was actually genuinely excited when i saw the jun bus...haha...ive read some posts/comments abt the jun bus in spore...but i never tot i would see it...haha...i was so amazed at myself...then i totally realised how much i LOVE arashi! and how much i love this whole arashi world i have in this LJ and all the arashi fans! its just amazing...haha! love it!
p.s to those who are havin ur exams...GOOD LUCK!!
=))

Mar. 24th, 2010

Writer's Block: Exit strategy

Have you ever told a member of your family that you wanted them out of your life? If so, why?

Ah...usually don't do this...but kinda annoyed today...and when i saw this ques...couldn't cant it anymore....so just wan to vent out

I've never said it out ever b4...but i think abt it ALL the time....
Argh....just hate it...
hate the fact tt they always push their way of dg things onto me..
hate the fact tt im never good enough...
hate the fact tt they always want more...
hate the fact tt what is shown is different from what is felt!!!really hate this!
hate the fact tt im the "rotten apple" of the household..
hate the fact tt everything is ALWAYS my fault...
hate the fact tt im gettin ALL the "heat" even when its not  my fault...
hate the fact tt im always the one!
and i so HATE the fact tt i feel this way!
ARGH.

ah...since the ventin is done....tot maybe i will ans the ques a bit more properly...haha...
ok actually to be more accurate i never tot tt i wanted them out of my life rather i wanted to be out of their life....
my parents are kinda of strict and very conservative...
and cause of tt alot of difficulties....
lost touch with alot of my friends cause this as well...have a curfew of 8pm...rather...not curfew also...i have to tell them everything...from where im gg to and with who...and if im a bit late they give me hell...and me what i was dg till for so long...just dont get it....
ahh...haha...but me and my this friend...our parents are the kinda same...so whenever we get a chance to get together...we always talk abt  living together alone...just the two of us...haha...and when we see stuff tt we like we would like imagine tt we would buy tt and it in our place and stuff like tt...haha...even though its never gg to happen...its fun always dg tt..haha
but really dont understand...why isit so bad to get together...half the time...rather almost every time i have to come up with a lie to meet my friends...i mean i feel bad abt lying everytime also...oh...we also think abt this...and regret...haha...and i really miss her(my friend) now!
its been a while since i met her...its kinda difficult for her to get out cause her sch is over....no more  "good" lies...but still in contact with her through msn and sms ah...but...yea...miss her cmg over to my hse and stuff...haha...ah well...i guess
tts LIFE!

Jan. 1st, 2010

HNY!


HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
HAPPY 2010!!!

I would like to wish EVERYONE here
A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!! And I also want to thank everyone here(livejournal), the groups who accepted me, ppl/friends that accepted me....REALLY THANK YOU VERY MUCH! Thanks to ALL of you guys I am more MAD MAD MAD abt ARASHI!! Haha! I also would like to thank you guys for working hard uploading vids, subbing vids, timing vids and whatever else there is!(not too knowledge abt this, sorry!) and also making wallpapers and icons, and uploading and sharing pics of arashi from magazines and other places (which never ever fails to put a smile on my face no matter how freaking sad i am) Thank you all for you hard work!! I will continue to support everyone no matter what...and always be grateful to everyone!!!
And im really glad! I found this!!!! It's like a little ARASHI world....which omgosh......AMAZING!
Haha!
Ohh ohh...and I wish will have ALL they wishes/
desires come true!!!
Have a good year minna!!!
=))
And...
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
arigato gozaimasu!!!
=))




(AHHH! The pic is kinda small....so sorry...I suck at this kind of stuff... =( .... sorry!)






Nov. 5th, 2009

Once again...


Well, i tot i had to do more....for arashi's birthday....sort felt pathetic just saying happy birthday....
so i came up with something...i  like to make stuff...i usually make cards for my friends birthdays...
so i came up with something...dunoo if u can really call it card...did it kinda fast....so its not really there....
but its i wrote my first ever japanese character! (yes arashi!) so sort of happy...haha...so here it is....
and im sorry if its an eyesore!





Well....there it is...my phone cam sucks also...so yea...haha....




well....i hope this makes up for that! haha!

Once again happy 10th birthday ARASHI!

Hope they can cause more storm thoughout the world! haha!

=))

Nov. 4th, 2009

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HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY ARASHI !!!!

=))